deciphering life

will keep in mind that the team dynamics is too different.
will remember that not every player is as tough as in the past.
will remind myself that soft approaches may not work but it at least make people feel better about themselves and maybe that's what is needed though it will mean we will never be up there.
will tell myself that sometimes experience doesn't speak volumes and that keeping quiet works better because people feel better about themselves again but it still doesn't mean we can win.
will constantly nag at myself to forget that i was ever a leader in this sport and that i should now fade into the background and just do my minimum best because that's enough for everyone.
will think about where to go next.