deciphering life

if we went back to the promises made, it would seem like a joke now how all has turned out.

to think that i was still contemplating....yeah i was contemplating but i guess i don't have to now. thank god i never let it out and never told anyone what was in my mind. if not it would be even more painful right now.

gave up many things that mattered and even people that mattered. just because you mattered more, i thought. i thought wrong.

goodbye.