"Goodbye"

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

this is it. i'll be throwing out the emotional baggage and sailing away on another maiden voyage to a brand new place. what a heavy heavy load that i'm going to discard. for better or worse, i guess there's no knowing but there has been too much to worry about. too much to conflict. too much emotions to handle. i'm just not up to it.

somehow it feels like deja vu. like it's happened before and it's going to be a whole huge cycle again. i am certain that i do not wish to go through that cycle again. it seems like we all don't learn from the past. we make the same assumptions, have the same expectations and then go through the same disappointments again and again. it's about time to let go.

but i never expected this to hit so deep within my heart. never expected the weakness of my limbs and the heavy rasps of breath that i have to take. never expected how my body still turns cold when this is all so expected.

i guess everything has its sacrifices and after going through so much, i've probably had enough. guess it was not meant to be so i shall just let it go and no matter how it pains me, i guess it's not worth it anymore.

if i knew i'd have gone a long time ago
not waiting till now
only to realise how i've been a fool for you

okay i take back what i said about how nobody ever writes badly. and that nobody ever writes crap. cos apparently i've been reading some crap which i wouldn't even bother reading if it weren't so funny. a joke. haha.

i've been on holiday retreat mode. staying at somebody else's house taking care of somebody else's dog. he is so cute, i wish this retreat never ends. but it will end tomorrow. then it's back to reality.

oh you know they say, the powerless choose to pretend problems don't exist?

and they say, those who refuse to let problems exist in their lives are fools.

time for a haircut.

if we went back to the promises made, it would seem like a joke now how all has turned out.

to think that i was still contemplating....yeah i was contemplating but i guess i don't have to now. thank god i never let it out and never told anyone what was in my mind. if not it would be even more painful right now.

gave up many things that mattered and even people that mattered. just because you mattered more, i thought. i thought wrong.

goodbye.

从开始到现在，我所做的一切都是为了谁？

谁曾真正地了解我奇怪的个性？
也许没人能。
也许这世上存在的人都不会不要不能体会我心中的感受。
一个人生活不难，只需习惯。

把我一切的一切都给了你。

放弃。

最近一直使用华文，用到我头昏脑胀！没想到我的华文程度到现在还是半桶水，缺乏美感，连完整无暇的句子都不能造出。真是另外一个失败的华人！

为什么世界上需要你这种烂货？没有你世界可真美好! 但是有人曾告诉过我，有了不完美，你才会珍惜完美。也许世界真的最需要你了！因为你的不完美，让世界变得更完美！

有些时候，小小的事情会造成大大的反映。那就要怪大反映者了！因为在最坎坷的情况下，那些有善尽心的人都回把坏的事情化为好事。只有那些求世界大乱的人才会让他们自私的“大大反映”搅乱一切。

能够接受批评的人真的值得赞赏！也许我对你的期望太高了，以为你是一个能够接受批评，求进步的人，但我错了。原来你比我想象中还要小气！其实小气的人也蛮好笑的，因为他们的反映还真是料不到哦！这也算是新鲜感啦？

为什么有些人喜欢批评别人却不能让人家批评呢？也许这是性格的问题。也不能怪他们啦。。。因为他们可能对自己没有什么信心，还蛮可怜的！

可怜可怜。。。可惜可惜。。。

a leader needs to understand the first rule of being impartial. no matter what happens, no matter how much it affects you, never, never let you emotions get the better of you. when it does, you have lost all the respect that was given to you out of goodwill in the very first place.

we all need good leaders.























































chiam see tong no longer running for the next elections....even a good leader grows old...who will take over?

neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a breaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

sometimes you think you know it all and things may seem just as you have perceived it to be. but. perceptions are flawed and they lie on the surface. if you don't know half of what is going on and most things go on when you're not even there to witness them, it's better to shut up. cos it will only sound like a joke.